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sabujiekuto ga arimasen.
SUMIMASEN! SHIRIMASEEEEN!!
Monday, April 28, 2003

8:33 pm

=@_@;; It's so weird seeing people change in highschool. An old friend of mine I met while I was applying for a summer job has really CHANGED. I mean she actually doesn't look much different, but the things she does. =9_9= So my current friends dragged me out to my old friend's dance/poetry reading thingy over the weekend... That much was fun, but then afterwards when everyone was just hanging out my old friend and all the people she knew were pretty much smoking and talking about going to one of her friend's house to "party" as they call it. It was not comferatble to be there, to say the least. Of course my current friend (who is also an old friend but she goes to the same school with me) is all optomistic about getting to know our old friend again, wants to show her how to have good clean fun. *droop* One encounter is enough, thanks, the narcotics is why we had a falling out in the first place. I want to just have the lovely childhood memories to remember her by if that's okay. And I'm sure she doesn't want to know me as someone cold and apathetic towards her, which is what I am, because when something disagrees with me, it disagrees with me, and acting fake about it just makes the coldness stand out more. XD;; Gyawd, I'd hate being my friend, I don't know how my friends put up with me.

Nyeh, with that out I can rant about other things. Like how I should have a new layout by now since it's spring not winter. *roll about* I have one in the works, but it's going slowly since I really should be doing school work not a layout =@_@=. *pets layout idea* Don't you worry baby, I'll get you up and running yet.

Does anyone (this is actually directed at Roo) know where I can get translations for Bleach (up to volume 7)? It would make me immensely happy if I could understand what Ishida was saying. *GLOMPS ISHIDA* Squishy stiff glasses-man! XD Myahaha, I love him, he's so cool, even if I don't know what's going on exactly. And child!Train is molestable =@0@=. *cries cause bittorrent doesn't work for her* It's not fair! It's because I have to go though a network firewall thing so no one can come in and so the exchange thing doesn't work and so bittorrent DIES. =;;__;;= *want Bleach and Black Cat and Hikaru no Go in English*. Not only am I robbed of having the pleasure of drawing with fellow artists I am also robbed of my access to pretty manga. WHY ME, GOD? WHY MEEEE??? *dramatic posing and screaming at the heavens, as if that would help*.

Pictures, what pictures? You read all that expecting pictures? *is shot*. Alright, well if you haven't seen it already I updated my MAS:vrS (mud and shadows version shadow XD;;) with a trade pic. Oh, you wanted a link? But that way I don't get any hits =;;__;;=, you want to give me more hits right? *eyes everyone with thier bats and bricks and the like*

kitteh: lol, XD it is like constipation, so's artist block. =@__@;; how embarrasing, I've got artistic constipation *rollroll*. It's almost gone actually I think. I've driven it away, TAKE THAT, BAD-SELF-ESTEEM! =;;__;;= I was looking for my old Disney tapes the other day... MY DAD GAVE THEM AWAY TO MY LIL COUSINS!! *cry* All the way in DC... =;;__;;= *misses Cinderella*. Now all I have is Cats Don't Dance, and that's not even Disney...

Ruaki: =>_>= ...I could still do better.... *gets shot* XB I mean, thank you for the comments! I wanna get better at Sora, I cannot capture his playful spirit! *stalks him with a net*

You know... getting comments from the two of you.... actually did make me feel better XD *GLOMP YEW BOTH* I wub yew people!

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that special artist feeling... Tuesday, April 22, 2003

7:50 pm

The one where you feel really sucky about you're own art? XD;; Yeah, that one, it's decided to inflict itself upon me...

=@_@= *snerk* And gawd do I feel sucky. It coincides with when school started up too... no wait, a little before that... yeah. *sighs and looks forlornly at spring break list of things to do* I don't think I achieved one thing on that list... I finished my immediate homework... yeah.. that's about it... =@__@= And I ate and slept... I can't draw the things I see in my head =@__@;; It's so horrible! I feel seriously lacking in the CG coloring department... No no, don't all rush to comfert me *just a tad of sarcasm there* I don't think it'll make me feel better anyway XD;; Seriously though, I'll get over it in a while, hopefully it will involve me coming up with a nicely colored pic that I like =@_@;;

=3 Wonderful KH thoughts in my head though, courtesy of Roo and the new chapter of her fic. I really wish I could draw the doujin I'm seeing in my head =@___@= it'd be so cool! XD;; of course, I can't screentone worth anything, and I don't know if I could really organize a comic anyway... lol, someday! =o_o= and I keep wanting to ask about Peter Pan...

*just realized* =@0@= THEY DIDN't HAVE ROBIN HOOD IN KH! *rollroll* =;;___;;= I mean sure they're anthromorpic and whatnot, but they talked and stuff! like donald and goofy and etc.. They should have Robin Hood...

=o_o= On that fangirlish note, I present to you two peices of rather badly done fanart half sketches.
Riku. =@_@= I suspect the proportions on him are very off, particularly around the head... but it's hard to make it right when the ref pics are purposely out of proportion =@_@=. I still have a bit of a hard time drawing him. So unfinished =@_@= so unclean, so bleh..
Sora. =P I like this more now that it's colored. Attempting to go for that fuzzy blurry style that some people are just so good at. It didn't really work though... The pose is kinda awkward... =@_@= muh, anyway.

Oh yes, and before I forget.That marker pic of Axel for kitteh =3. I mailed it to her. XD;; She's got a much better scan of it, my scanner likes to make one end redder and one end bluer =@_@;; and the colors are skewd as it is. This I was happy with though, since it's before my recent problem, even if it's not that detailed. =@__@= lol, kitteh, couldja gimme a better version of this if it's not too much bother?

Kitteh: =o_o= oops, I already responded to that message last entry.. =@__@;; aha.

Del: XB thenkee. Lol, I will have to do a group pic, soon as I design Chrys and Aarin. =@_@= I kinda lost my momentum though, hopefully I'll get it back sometime soon.

Ash: XD lol, good, I'm glad they look related. *snerk* And about that brother complex thing, I don't know if he'll have one or not, it's very much undecided. XB I dunno, it'd be cute, but it probably wouldn't fit anywhere in the story anyway, unless I do some sort of flashback thing. =@_@= I don't even know how the story will go... gah..

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merged it with yesterday's Saturday, April 13, 2003

11:05 pm

I just merged today's with yesterday's since I never got to finish my entry, my dad kicked me off =@_@;;

I had a rather good day yesterday =3. It was lots of fun, although only spike came online and talked to me. =^__^= I did a marker-pic, but we won't find out how that looks until a couple days from now. Hopefully no longer than that =@_@;; I don't know how long it usually takes ("how long what takes I wonder?" >D ). I do have one other sketchie for everyone to look at though =D.

Rutiel's (kingprince's) oldest brother Felsen. =D I reeeeally like how he turned out, for just a head shot I mean. XB it only took one sketch to get his hair the way I wanted it, even if he did steal the sister's braid (I'll have to think of something else for her XB;;) and made it all loose. XD;; Gyawd I really like him, too bad he runs off... hnn... XB;; I made him too pretty methinks, his hair should be duller, but it looks good how it is...*sigh* oh well *pets Felsen* XB Rutiel needs better colored pics now

All four siblings have names and ages now =3
1st: Aeschyr Aarin Belgrahande, age 30, nick: Aarin
2nd: Felsen Urai Belgrahande, age 26, nick: Sen
3rd: Chrysophrais Belgrahande, age 21, nick: Chrys (Sophie? *shot*)
4th: Rutiel Ettring Belgrahande, age 19, nick: Tiel

Lol, all thier first names came from something to do with rocks, including Felsen's which is the first word I found when I looked up "rock" in my German dictionary. =3 Kitteh helped lots with names, so much thankies to her =^o^=. The ages listed is how old they all are when Rutiel becomes king, I haven't decided when exactly Sen decides to run off. BTW, just to remind you Aarin's a girl =o_o= yeah.

Kitteh: darnit kitteh why did you have to go and see this entry already? XB Now you won't comment on the finished one and the date in the comment box link is all wrong. *huggle* It's okay, you comment every entry so it's all good xD. Anyhow, gardening would be fun if there weren't little biting bugs in the summer =@_@;;. And my sketchies only look clean cause I play with them in photoshop XB. *point up* Yah, XB as you can see the names have been worked out, XB but if I didn't have you to type at I don't think I would have gotten them as fast so you did help lotses *glomp*. You'll have to wait to see the marker pic >DDDD mwahahahaha *shot for being so mysterious about it*.

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XD SPRING BREAK Friday, April 11, 2003

12:12 pm

yus, it's the first day of spring break right now =3 for me. Lol, I'm having it later than most of the other schools in the area methinks. It's all nice and spring out =D and our peach tree is going to grow flowers soon if it still has the energy to =@_@=. Last year there were a lot of peaches so maybe this year there won't be again. I want it to grow flowers! It's so pretty when it does XD *dance* all little and pink and lovely. =>_>;; Our backyard is such a mess though... =@_@;;; but I don't want to help fix it, outside air is bad for me, it makes me melt XB. *snerk* perhaps I'll invite my two friends over and make them help me, that'd be more fun. I'll have to do that during the summer though... muh =o__o=. SPRING BREAK SPRING BREAK! *dance!* =@_@;; okay, I'll stop now, I'm sure no one that's reading this likes to have it rubbed in thier faces and such, XD;; aha *hides*.

Uefal =D in uniform! *roll* I think this is only my fourth pic of him to date. *cling Uefal* I'm not ignoring you, really! =o_o= Anyway, that be his uniform =3 cause he's part of the kingdom's (the one belonging to Mr. Red-haired-king who still doesn't have a first name =@_@;; gar) guard. Or rather he used to be, around after the time Atheral/Random disappeared after That Incident. This is his sort of "present day" uniform, which he wears so he can fly in the vicinity of the castle/palace. In the present he's more like an honored perminant guest, as are the rest of the remaining winged-folk. =3 They come and go as they please and most likely will help out if the kingdom needs any protecting and all that. =o_o= The kingdom's crest/symbol/thingy is suppose to go on his chest but I haven't decided what it'll look like yet, or the colors of the kingdom for that matter. ...Lookit me! I can design cloths somewhat! I'm still not particularly good at doing tons of little tiny details though.

XD Kingprince's (that's how I'm refering to him til he gets a name) oldest brother has clung to a portion of my mind and won't let go. XB *roll* Yes, I like him. =B He's going to be more of a seme-type, lol. >D Shall oldest brother have a slight subconscious brother complex? I don't know XB *gets shot*. Wanna try drawing him out soon. Actually I wanna do sketches of all the siblings.

Kitteh: yeah, we get spring break at the end of the third quarter =3. =o_o= Judging from you're reaction to get yours around/after easter? X3 lol, I'm going to be jealous of you then cause I'll be out of spring break by then.... =@0@= WHAT AM I SAYING?! Spring break just started =T_T= *won't think about it ending*

Del: X3 mweheh, glad you like him. I like his hair too XD I was worried that it'd make him look dorky, but dorky in anime is lovely anyway X3. I'm trying to work on more contrast when I color and maybe that's why, =@_@= lol, I don't know if I like my soft coloring or not, it kind of brings down the contrast-ness. *roll* Oh well, I'm still young, I can experiment XB.

Ash: *rollabout* XB Nooo! He's not suppose to be seme or uke-like, what a failure I am! (joking XB). He really is supposed to be a kind of neutral chara though. XB He's just nice to everyone. =o___o= I never knew you had a devart account!

things to do over break:
- make a new layout =@_@=
- draw a ton of pics including some fanart
- find a good book to read
- finish more pages for MaS
- eat, sleep, be merry, but don't forget the homework =>_>=

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random ramblings Sunday, April 6, 2003

8:06 pm

Ash: *rolls* "cute little tiara"? XB That makes me wanna laugh and cry at the same time. XD;; Next time I'm online you'll have to ask me about my charas. =3 I like talking about them, heh, I won't shut up unless you stop me either. =o_o= I've never heard of Azure Dreams but you can show me whatever pic you like =D.

Kitteh: X3 myaha, I'm glad you like his red hair. He was going to be blond at first but there are too many blond kingly types anyway (not that there aren't red-haired ones, but they've usually got big bushy beards =>_>= yeah...). *blink* His chin?

XD;; I'm not going to resist anymore, must rant about chara. First of all he looks really uke-ish in the recent pic thing to me =@_@=. It's probably cause I drew them blushies. *snerk* He's giving you the suductive-uke look in the doodle on the right *ROLLROLL* I didn't mean it! He's not like that =;;__;;= ...or maybe he is, I wouldn't know, I haven't decided.. *gets shot at*.
Backround history rant type thing! =3 He's the youngest of 4 children, but he ends up being king, which he wasn't expecting. The oldest is a girl. She might have been Queen but she went and married some king from a distant kingdom and decided to be queen there so she's not coming back. The second child is the one that everyone was expecting to be king though. I'll finish describing him later. The third child is second to the General of the kingdom's military (I don't wanna give him total control of the army). He already said he wouldn't be in line for the throne when he joined the military and there's an official document and everything, so essentially he's giving up his royalty-ness. Then finally is my new chara, who is, as I said, the youngest (even though they're all new charas really...).... good lord they all need names =@__@;;; ack.. Oh well, later later.
Anyway, the reason my new chara became king is because his oldest brother decided to run away (eloped?). =^_^= I've also decided his oldest brother shall be gay so as to eliminate the possibility of his decendents coming and trying to take back the thone and all that mess.

11:38 am

=D fwaha, only 4 more days til spring break (not counting today). =;;__;;= I can't wait, but I'll probably have piles of homework and projects to do. *prays teachers feel not up to grading piles of work*. Yeee =o_x= I think I have midterms and etc next week... nononono, chemistry midterms are insane!

=o_o= I got a devart account recently. If anyone's interested the link is down there at the right with all my other links... There's probably nothing there anybody hasn't seen here though...

Picture time! Various expressions from my new chara. Just practicing drawing him. =@_@;; I realized when I was doing the angled to the right face that his hair is really difficult... =@_@= oh well, I still like him. =3 His last names is going to be Belgrahande. Kitteh helped me come up with most of it (XD thankee!) and I just adjusted it a bit. =@_@;; gotta run, I reply to comments later when I get home?

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There isn't a subject, unless you think there's one Sunday, March 30, 2003

8:54 pm

XB;; Taking time out of homework cause I didn't feel like waiting til tomorrow for this post and such.

NEW CHARA! ...=o_o= yeh, I have 'nother new chara, cause I felt that the place Random came from deserved a king =P. He's not the one from That Incident though. He appears about a thousand years after that (well maybe not that long but a real storyline still hasn't formed yet). =D Rather happy with him. XB;; I need to start hunting for a suitable name.
outfit design for him. No colors really decided yet besides his big red cloak thing (yeah, it's gonna be red). =D I managed to do a design I like though, it's somewhat detailed but not so that it'll be hard to draw again (although he'd probably change rather often...).
=@_@= He's suppose to be a modest type.. I don't think he comes off that way though, from the way I've drawn him... but that's why his crown thing is more like a tiara XB;; lol. He probably has some fancy crown somewhere that he has to wear for formal occasions or however that works. *plays with story ideas*

=^^;; Won't talk about his background story stuff here cause it'll probably take up lotsa space. *roll* mweehee, but I like him XB, he turned out pretty close to what I wanted.

Kitteh: =o_o= I color a certain way..?? I never noticed =@.@=, well, besides that I don't use a lot of contrasting colors or values. =3 And I've seen a teddy bear about that big, but it was all hard and only for display =@__@;;

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I feel bad =^^;; Saturday, March 29, 2003

1:45 am

I managed to help ruin the day for two people, just by talking to them =@_@;;; And I got the feeling that the more I tried/wanted to helped the worse it was getting too =@_@;; mrou...

Glenn colored, cause even though it was fugly, uncolored, and sketchie she still put it on her site, XB so I think it deserved some color. It's still a bit simple though. >O *lum on kitteh* 'n I want you to know that yours is NOT worse, it's just as good. It's various colors and paturns make something new to look at each page. It isn't amateur because everything looks intentional. Everything's done the way it is because you wanted it that way, The colors are well chosen and everything is well placed. THAT is why it's just as good, not just cause I say so. >O You're good, Kitteh, very good. You must see it and believe it! nnngdfs =;;__;;= *glomp* distressed kitteh makes me distressed too.

Chibi Brian XD;; for Roo, cause I'm a lame-o, and cause without ref I can only get a chibi to resemble Brian.... =@_@;; I hope it vaugely resembles him, or his shirt at least... and and and... I appologize for the florid colors =@___@;;; =;;__;;= gah, I know it doesn't really make up for your lost pic, but I'm really REALLy sorry *cling* feel better! Even just a little bit?

Ash: XD;;; like I've said, I'm not a very fanarty person. Maybe occasionally if I'm inspired... but not usually =@_@;;;. *gives you a hug* =>0<= colds are most horrible! Take hot baths and wear much warm cloths, even if you feel sweaty and uncomfertable, it'll go away faster that way. =o_o= Uh, I started using "anime" style around... =o__o;; 4-5 years ago? Before that I drew stiff looking animals, especially flying horses... ...and I started because of Ranma 1/2... =@_@= I'm pretty sure that's how it went....

Kitteh: I credit you with the white spots because I'd forgotten about CLAMP =@_@;; lol. You're must be the only artists I know online that does that white sparklie-spot things =o_o=, or I don't get around enough. =@__@;; Now that I look at the CLAMP art though, they really DO use a lot of white spots.... wau XD;;

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reporting on fulan Thursday, March 27, 2003

7:15 am

Alrighty, so Fulan was having some trouble yesterday for everyone trying to upload stuff and whatnot. It should be fixed now and everything is fine and dandy again. =o_o= if you're still having trouble with your ftp program or whatever, and you're host name/address reads "ftp.fulan.com" change it to "www.fulan.com" and it should be fine. =o_o= If it's already "www.fulan.com" and you're still having trouble, I'll bug my dad again (but it'll have to wait til he gets home =@_@;;). So yah, I hope it's working again =@_@=.

Ash: It's just a class I have to go to every Sunday. =@_@= Rather annoying usually, as I have to do homework for it.

Del: =___=;; Ironic isn't it? Fate I mean. It likes to mess with people. The day you finally have stuff you wanna upload/update fulan won't let anyone ftp (=@_@;; for no apparent reason either). =3 lol, you don't have to worry about if you did anything wrong though, which is good news. =@_@= I hope it's working now! And you need to stop by more often XB instead of just when there are problems *gets shot* X33333 *huggle del* I'm just being mean.

Kitteh: X3 the pinky/tan spots are inspired by jappy art I was looking at the day I got the idea for the layout of the pic, lol. *lums on the pink spots* makes you wanna kiss them, yah? XBB And yes the whiteout/paint is really fun to use, XB I don't have to worry too much about where I want white spots then *roll*. I hope you don't mind, cause I think I'm going to steal that technique forever XBB;

=o_o= I suddenly noticed my style really strongly today. I guess it's from comparing it to other people I'm doing trades with, and cause I'm looking at two new pics and thier faces are all really similar XB;; Hm, it's good that I have a style but I dun want all the people I draw to look the same... and I still worry my style looks like it's imitating someone elses =9_9;;; oh well.

XD all the trades I've been doing so far all have shounen-ai subjects, I sense a trend.

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productiveness =3 Monday, March 24, 2003

11:04 pm

Lol, I should start looking forward to Chinese school more often. I seem to get inspired with pics while I'm there and then actually draw them. XB I was hit by an idea for my trade and I managed to pull it off and I'm utterly delighted with myself *snerk* at least for the moment anyway XB. I just finished markering it =D.

Here it is. =P It's already up on my website, since I shouldn't be posting finished work only here. =3 Anyhow, I'm just really happy how this turned out XBB. Centi's charas' wings are actually really big but I scaled them down so they'd fit in the pic without getting in the way. XB lol, and unlike last time I actally drew a more pic-like pic, instead of just a head to marker. *dances about*
XB I've also got the sketch of a more recent trade already done and hopefully I'll get time to CG it soon.

I think I've been in panic about my grades so long that I've just gotten used to it by now. =@__@= I feel all nice... XD;;; or maybe that's the marker fumes.

Kitteh: XB lol lol, now if only there was a way for me to get rid of MOMO, blarg, and I used to like her too. Here's a thought, who's dirtier, you who looks at the picture, or me that drew it? XB *snerk*. And Glenn's hips aren't fat enough there IMO, they could be curvier methinks XB.

Ash: XB hou hou, you must HTML faster! =o_o= The comments thing is something I dled and installed on my server =^^;; but I don't think you have a server. There are online service sites that will provide comment thingies =3. Just go check out Roo's blog and go to the bottom of her comment boxs and take a look at the link there. Or just search around. =P lol, Go to Roo's site for places to order doujin too, I don't know anything about doujin.

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The vaguely awaited pic update Tuesday, March 18, 2003

8:40 pm

I feel so much better now that I finished that group project. I even went to tutoring after school today and got back 50 points of the missed homework in Chemistry. Lol, hopefully if I keep this up I can bring my grades back to a normal level. Muh

A while ago, I started doodling when I should have been doing my homework =@_@;;. Some of these are ones that were suppose to go in my last entry. Sadly they're all sketches since I'm bad with the whole "color the doodle" thing. I have some other stuff too but they're going to become final works hopefully.
Chibi anthro-wolf. =o_o= Done Sunday night/Monday morning because my brother was doing this power point project and drawing the wolf from little red riding hood and... =o_o= yeah, he was doing chibies and I wanted to do one. Then he started to dance. *poke wolfie*
Chal's back. Since I can't design cloths I always draw naked people. I rather like how his rear turned out, =@__@= and his hair. *doodle doodle*
Glenn because I was doodling and I felt like trying to draw fat hips, but unfortunately there wasn't room at the top of the paper for glenn's head so I drew another one. =@__@;; I wanted to do something with this, but I forgot... uh, anyway, tis for Kitteh, since it's Glenn and all.
Bart and Billy from Xenogears. Xenosaga made me thing about Xenogears, and then I went and read fics, and was sad that there weren't many Bart/Billy fics. But at least most of them were rather well written. ...mou, they're suppose to be leaning heads. I wanted to do something with this too, CG it I think...meh... but it's only half finished anyway

*wander wander* I want a new layout for my blog.... and I need stuff for my site... =@___@;;; ngds

Kitteh: =o_o= That's right. *roll* I must have just been sore at them XB, but it's all fine and dandy now, except that elfwood went and died that day too... *won't be letting that go until Elfwood comes back* =@_@;;; aha, just ignore me. And yes, Shion is the main female chara =3. She has sorta brown-red hair and glasses. Lol, the only reason I know anything about games is cause my brother is obsessed with them

Ash: I've been here all my life =3. Yes, it's true, stressing does make it worse =@0@= *roll* but if I don't stress then I won't get anything done at all, ehe, so lazy.

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Friday was created so people don't go insane. Friday, March 14, 2003

4:03 pm

=O__O= wholie-krap, I got mods choice for that trade pic I did. =@0@= That was unexpected... =^_~= Guess the mods aren't homophobic afterall *roll* (will write more later... perhaps... and maybe have pics too.)

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*incomprehensible grumbling* Wednesday, March 12, 2003

4:02 pm

huh, I haven't posted in a while and I've got nothing to show for it. *tired tired* This week and most of the last have been particularly sucky *gripes* I've been getting the worse grades I've ever gotten in my life in many of my subjects. =@_@= What the heck, I feel like I'm doing the same ammount of work, why am I suddenly getting crappy grades for it?? Two missed assignments in driver's ed with all the rest of the stuff A's is the same as getting an F. =>__>= oookay...? *sigh* And I could work on the extracredit stuff, but that just means missing time to do stuff I'm suppose to be doing =@_@=. I can't wait until this week is over, all of it. This weekend's going to suck too, cause the group project is due Monday. =____= YAY! I get to be the person that does the layout and final touches! If we're late turning in the project it's my fault! How fun... *wallows in misery*

wow... I really wish I had some art to show right now. It'd make me feel better. I wanted to do that trade in real media.. but maybe I've lost my nerve, oh well, I'll get to that when I'm feeling less pressed to be academic and shite.

=o_o= hmm, on the up side, we're watching Spirited Away in Japanese class. Gawd I love that movie, it's so freaky in parts though! *pets Haku* And my brother is playing a new game. XB Xenosaga. I was opposed to it at first, but now I'm glad he ignored me and went and got it anyway. =D I don't despise the main female chara (main chara)! *gasp*. XB But then, I think Shion (main chara) would be cute with KOS-MOS (pretty android-type lady), which frees up the guys to play with >D *is shot* I hope there will be fun "substantial evidence" for people I wanna pair up XBBB *dork*

Kitteh: =o_o= Actually I forget that there are more than one Art Institutes, although I seem remember being told that before by someone else... =@_@= hmm. I wanna go over there and visit Kitteh =;;__;;= but I doubt my dad trusts me to travel by myself to places I haven't been where I don't have relatives. =@_@= I wouldn't trust me either really...*shot* ngsdfse *roll*

Ash: =o_o= Does you're dad work in Chicago? lol, and I have no idea where you are. And Kitteh did fanart for a series of books written by Mercedes Lackey I think it was, called The Last Herald Mage. =3 Much fun series if you dun mind s-ai and prefer fantasy books and such. yep yep

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No walk out? Sit in. Thursday, March 6, 2003

3:12 pm

Yesterday there was some kind of walk out planned for a lot of highschools to protest going to war =9_9=. Our principal is so very very horrible at speaches. Because of the rumor of a walkout, she decided to take "two minutes" to talk to the school about it over the PA. =>_>= Apparently two minutes in her time is 10 minutes in normal time. I wanted to walk out just because of how utterly BAD her speach was, she didn't even say the name of our school right. And of course she called the walkout a boycott of the school, which it was NOT originally ment to be, but since suddenly this No War thing has become a fad, a whole bunch of people that don't know what's going on and what they're really supporting decided they wanted to be a part of the mini-movement because "hey, you get to miss school!" =___= I feel so bad for all the people that were going to do it because they really believed in peace. Yeah, we've all gone over the fact that walking out of school isn't the best way to advocate peace, but public highschools are run by the government, it was symbolic =9_9= you could say. But you know, since the security guards didn't let people out of the building, the people decided to do a sit in =@_@;; But not one of those offical sit in's with speakers and etc, since most of the anti-war kids just decided it was getting such a bad reputation it wasn't worth anything anymore. Buh, anyway, just my schpeal on that matter, since it wouldn't stop bothering me since yesterday.

Kitteh, come here so we can go hang out at the Field Museum all day!.. Although I don't know how fun anybody else would find that... Maybe the museum part of the Art Institute..

Kitteh: XDDD *rollrollroll* Kitteh did FANART, ahahahahaha! *bricked* But, really, XD it's so lovely, cute, delightful! *roll* XD Stefan's all small 'n stuff *cuddle* =*__*= and Vanyel's hair. The whole idea of the pic is just wonderful too, cause you know, Tylendel and Stefan's soul is the same and he came back only to lose Vanyel again and it's just *roll* tragic and moving =;;0;;= *glomp* and you convey it so well. Ghostiness! wahahahahaha XDDD It's fanart, I lub kitteh.

Ash: *rollrollroll* XD YES, Sasuke's interview is the BEST, wahahahaha, it's so great. I like Sasuke and Naruto in equal parts though, since they're both just grand. =;;0;;= I wanna watch the anime version! Some people said it isn't as good as the manga, but some parts are really spactacular, so I wanna see it. =;;___;;= moooou! When I get online you must tell me how to make this downloading thing work, or you must.... SEND THE EPS TO ME *cling* YOU MUST!

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::about::
ForeverSilent ver3.0 features orichara Forever (aka Evie) sketched and colored in Painter 5.0. The backround and snowflakes are done with Photoshop 5.5 (thankee kitteh for snowflake tip =3). Those who have visited before will have noticed the trend in this journal's few layouts. Layout is inspired by the winter season and the lack of an idea for a Christmas layout / fanart layout.

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